by Sarah Leon
On an April afternoon in a chilly
L.A. photo studio, the Grammy-winning pop star Ciara steps out of her dressing
room in an architectural crop top. She is eight months pregnant—and ready to
have her picture taken. “People are going to be like, ‘What are you doing?’”
she says, gesturing at what her fiancé, the rapper Future, has taken to calling
the “growing basketball” in their lives. “It feels good to not have to wonder
whether your abs are tight enough,” she says. “I like not being so perfect.”
This seems debatable. The
28-year-old singer’s belly is the only part of her to have noticeably swelled.
Her hips, with a gray Margiela sweater wrapped modestly around them, remain
slim. Even sans glamazon hair, body makeup, and professional styling (after the
shoot, she changes into an off-duty ensemble featuring baggy ripped jeans
courtesy of her fiancé’s closet), she still looks the part of a superstar.
“This is one
of those moments you can’t repeat.”
Despite the fact that she has
always been more private than her contemporaries—think of Rihanna’s pot-fueled
Instagram antics or Beyonce’s self-directed HBO documentary about her own
pregnancy—Ciara has been very public about her pregnancy. She made the
announcement with Barbara Walters on “The View”; celebrated at a blue-and-white
themed baby shower at which both Kim Kardashian and the paparazzi were in
attendance; and has posted countless Instagram shots that have generated “like”
counts in the six figures. “My mom and I don’t have a lot of photos of my early
years,” she explains. “So I decided we should document everything. This is one
of those moments you can’t repeat.”
Still, in a world where nude baby
bumps regularly appear on tabloid covers, Ciara’s pregnant press tour has been
comparatively understated. She says a close friend is designing her baby bag,
for example, but refuses to drop a name. (An educated guess would beGivenchy’s
Riccardo Tisci, who claims her as a muse, or Pucci’s Peter Dundas, who dressed
her for the 2014 Grammy awards.)
Her 30-year-old fiancé is more
demonstrative. Future, née Nayvadius D. Wilburn (Ciara has an “N” tattooed on
her left ring finger, mostly covered by a 15-carat diamond engagement ring),
professed his love in the song “I Won,” a collaboration with Kanye West about
their respective “trophy wives.” (“Now that ass gettin’ fatter and I know it’s
because of me,” Future raps, to which Yeezy responds, “I wanna dip that ass in
gold, I wanna dip that ass in gold.”) “Music is a place where we have a very
strong connection,” says Ciara, who met her man while guesting on his album.
“We created ‘Body Party’, and that song created something else—and that’s why
we’re here,” she joked, touching her stomach.
“I consider
myself superwoman.”
Despite her early success—Ciara’s
first album, 2004’sGoodies, which featured collaborations with Missy Elliott,
Petey Pablo, and Ludacris, was released shortly after her high school
graduation—she doesn’t know if she wants the same for her children. “It’s a
really hard world,” she says. But, she’s quick to add, “If that’s what their
heart yearns for, then I’m down. I believe in allowing your child to be who
they want to be—as long as they want to be something great.”
That piece of parenting wisdom,
she says, comes courtesy of Kardashian, with whom she’s traded tips on
“everything from breastfeeding to how a stroller works.”
“You don’t know your child until
they get here, you don’t know their personality,” Ciara says. “There is a lot
of learning to do. I loved that advice.”
As for her own future in music,
she has no hesitations. Her upcoming album (due “really soon”) is, she claims,
her best yet. “I will go on record saying so,” she says. And following the
birth of her son, she plans to get back into shape fast. “As soon as the body
says hit the gym, I’m gonna hit the gym. I’ve been having a lot of food fun.”
After that, she’ll start planning her wedding. It’s a lot, she admits, but
she’s sure she’s ready. “I don’t want to sound too cocky,” Ciara says. “But I
consider myself superwoman.”
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